So, it looks like day number two, always a good start. I wasn't going to entertain this blog until Monday but I felt like writing. Yesterday was one of those days you look back on and laugh. Ever held emotions for too long and one day they just come pouring out all at once? You have to be curious as to why anyone even bottles it up in the first place. You and everyone else around you know you'll come clean eventually. And most of the time be slightly embarrassed when you do. But at least it's all out there and now all that's left is the next bottle reaching it's limit.
I believe death was the topic of the day. How to manage it, how to cope. I never had anyone I truly knew kick any buckets, how can you prepare yourself for that without setting up a nearby coffin for yourself?
Today, I'll be shopping. That's the temporary fix to most of life's problems. I'm sure you find yourself buying a gem or two when you feel a bit overwhelmed. It's easier to concentrate on a manual than all the things you think you still need to do to be content in the world. I'm going to cut this one short and I sense I may not be present tomorrow but I'll already be typing for Monday.
Cheers~
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