Thinking with the Center Side

None of the fears have swayed. Seem as strong as they were yesterday and yesterday's yesterday. It took me years to be at peace in my own city, will it be the same here? 

I was desperately searching work through internet marketing and such. I feel so compelled to make it work. Fingers are crossed in every possible way but I feel rather hopeless about it. It'd be wonderful, no doubt but my faith in it isn't there. Between learning about CSS, HTML, XHTML, and a bunch of other stuff, I am scattered in my thoughts and unsure of where this is all leading to, if anywhere at all. I could be running myself in a rampant circle to keep from thinking about everything else that would plague me without it. 

Money is such an important deal. Can't be at peace without it. I guess time will tell how things sort out, we'll see.